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"The truth is I've never fooled anyone. I've let people fool themselves. They didn't bother to find out who and what I was. Instead they would invent a character for me. I wouldn't argue with them. They were obviously loving somebody I wasn't. When they found this out, they would blame me for disillusioning them and fooling them."

ichi
Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Today, was alright. Nothing special. I got tons of lectures from my parents about online safety and whatnot. I might move to California or New York next year instead of Japan. My parents are having second thoughts. Whatever.

I might get myself a webcam soon to talk to my friends or watch them look at me and see what I look like behind the screen. Even though I have a myspace...but I hide my face for many stupid reasons.

Oh and today my teacher opened her email and found the picture I sent to her of the hairstyles and clothing for the play and she quite liked them ^__^ All of the females did and I am extremely happy! But slightly pissed since they decided to choose me because they admire me for my fashion style. See, that's why I want to become a fashion designer, since I really know how to dress to impress. That's why they call me "dressy vanessa" XDD I also have this very different fashion from everyone else in my school, but people are trying to be like me! *kill murder kill murder* hehe. At least, I inspire people.



hello, my name is vanessa.




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